I Think I Need A Vacation!

A real one, I never get to go anywhere or do anything. I want to go camping for a couple days this summer or something, not anything expensive, but just fun. I am sick of just working and working and not getting to do anything fun that is longer than just a couple hours one day here and there. I know this is whiney, but I don't want a lot.

I am happy that I got some rain though, I am tired of constant sunshine, I prefer the rain. Sun in the summer means heat and bad air quality and then I get sick. I would very much enjoy more rain right now before we get into too much heat. I guess we will see how that goes I guess.

I also very much want to move into a nicer place, but not going to be ale to unless I find a place cheap like this apartment or get a higher paying job. I am worried I will be stuck in minimum wage jobs for the rest of my life and that thought is a bit depressing. I was hoping to own my own house by now, I hate renting and I hate this crappy apartment. I need something nicer, I just don't want to decorate this place or do anything.

Today I guess is just a big whining day, I need those every now and then to release any frustration, plus I am SUPER tired so everything is annoying me today.

I think I will go to bed soon and hopefully get a restful sleep.